kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 26th, 2026 11:22 am)
had an excellent meeting this past weekend with the second architect to discuss the haus office ~~ (dad's still working and he needs somebody to do the fiddly small details) 

feat: a real funny moment, though the context is needed since i'm this tiny shrimp of a chick that most architects tend to errrr underestimate on first look before actually talking with me. :p

me: [introductions, brief design pitch on me/my wants, hands him 3 pages of notes]
him: [he does a double take]
me: - now the important things in this office to remember is the le courbesier lc2 loveseat and then this eames soft pad chair that'll go -
[blah blah blah]
him: [ stays professional, but eyes getting wide ]
me: - and that should be it. With me so far, or any questions?
[beat]
me [angelically innocent]: I know that was a lot :)
[ him looking like holy shit you weren't kidding ]
him:  one question .... is that a bauhaus behind you on those shelves? ....and the keith haring book?
me: [internally grinning: I Got Him :3 ]

kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (Default)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 25th, 2026 09:17 pm)
i've been blabbering about tellius meta (with a slight side of selfship) on the fe tumblr lately, dumping a few of the text heavy posts. will post some of this with artwork eventually on the artblogs. supports/flavor text definitely inspired by how [personal profile] kidlightnings did it :3


bright eyes, design meta )


moar meta )



and then:

Bright Eyes

A mage that helps Tauroneo in Daein's reconstruction. In Izuka's disappearance, the only replacement that Almedha did not immediately dismiss. Among other scribe duties, she investigates Ashnard's and Begnion's war crimes.

Supports: (more TBC, here's C-A with Zihark)


Read more... )
kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 23rd, 2026 01:01 pm)
there is a real art to telling both creatives and middle managers (and middle manager creatives) 'you're an idiot omg' without actually, saying,,, 'you're an idiot' lol

boss: hey for this billboard design here's the copy you asked for [dumps a literal paragraph in my lap]
my inner mouth: dude i love you but with total respect what the actual FUCK is this star wars opening crawl bullshit omfg
my (outer) mouth: copy that, yessir, putting it in 🫡
(and then later, in private, i will very delicately outline how a literal Paragraph of copy ain't going to be readable for shit and very coincidentally have a beautiful alternative already prepped to immediately pivot to)

funnily enough i'm also running into this with my architect dad (in a similar boss-level) designing the house because he was all 'can you tell your mom to back off because she's driving me crazayyyyyyyy i can't draw this next round without her HAVING OPINIONS at me.'

(what he doesn't know is *i* briefly half-sicc'd her on him because i personally was not happy with the latest round of changes and am benignly using that as leverage, heh.)

little manipulative, totally. but there's an art to it that'll leave everyone ultimately content. :p
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 22nd, 2026 12:54 pm)
Learn my thoughts on Fire Emblem - (gank'd from Prax over on bsky :3 )

You're tagged if you want to do it ~~

Questions for easy copy/paste )


and my answers! )
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (silly)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 19th, 2026 07:21 pm)
i spent part of this weekend very cranky about not getting enough stuff done fast enough and then i realized i'm on track to finish four (4) giant projects in january alone (2 comics, tellius bg resource, gunter animatic) that have been on my plate since middle of last year.

... suddenly less cranky XD

anyway Very Cool Stuff is happening art-wise, i'm finally getting the clothes shipments/some sick doujin packages from last year and i feel like i can start for real celebrating the new year \o/



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tagged by [personal profile] kidlightnings on tumblr ~ <3

Tagging: if you're reading this and want to do it, consider yourself tagged ~

Last book | halfway through Road Warrior: Confessions of a Male Stripper. It's... okay; I'll finish it but I probably won't keep it. Dude had some neat stories and I respect the transparency, but he's a little self centered at times and the writing's not quite up to the level where it's worth it to hold onto for craftsmanship alone.

* Last song | 1996 Expectations - Madeline GoldsteinValkyrie - The Cruxshadows

* Last series | Gundam 0083 last year in springtime. Loved that series, it had a deceptively large cast of beautiful old men animated by those who appreciate them :3 The animation was also right in that late 1990's niche that I can't get enough of.

* Last Videogame | Elden Ring (run no2 with a katana build versus my first whip build which i'm slowly realizing was playing on hard mode XD). that said I do need to go back and finish FF:Tactics. It was good but ER I think scratches the itch that LoZ: OoT/MM left.

* Sweet or salty | I cannot do processed sweetness since it'll give me horrid headaches, but I love the bitter-sweetness of a very nice dark chocolate ~ (currently addicted to Belgium chocolates).

* Coffee or tea
| i keep trying tea for #aesthetics but coffee truly has my name and number, heh.

* Favorite Food
| some flavor of tuna or weirdass mixture in sushi, filet, gyoza, poke bowls and edamame. lean, light-to-medium meat dishes is how to seduce me ~

* Working on | literally just finished my fire emblem: tellius background project as of an hour ago, so relaxing for the evening and playing with this neat krita brush for fake anime cells. :)
kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 16th, 2026 01:10 pm)
me: hey check out this crazy concoction i'm making, spiked tumeric powder coffee with kahlua. i'm calling it 'the golden delight'*
mom: does it taste good? :o
me: no :D it even looks like puke, check it out.
[ mom lol'ing as she's checking it out]
mom:  why..... are you even drinking it.....
me: i'm helping you use up your kahlua you didn't want lol
mom: uh-huh. sure.

* this is actually a stealth reference to unsounded, one of the coolest webcomics i read :P 
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kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 16th, 2026 11:21 am)
it's finally fuckin' Frieren fridayyyyy on sakugabooru 8D 8D 8D

(i don't even "watch" the show but i have been waiting on these clips for months for drawing fake fire emblem anime cell reference lmao.)
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kradeelav: Alucard, Hellsing (villainspace II)
([personal profile] kradeelav Jan. 13th, 2026 04:11 pm)
(crossposting from tumblr because most favorite guilty pleasure trope ever actually described accurately <3 )

Notes on Torturing The Character In The Science Facility

  • my takes on this trope rarely if ever have anything to do with the character being “special” or being studied for powers they innately have, if they are special its something that was done to them
  • it’s about the medical trauma
  • it’s about the violation and lack of bodily autonomy
  • the “living weapon” trope, but the key characteristic is catastrophic functionality
  • i love, love, love the concept of “catastrophic functionality” in a person: character that can tank ludicrous amounts of damage and just Keep Going in virtually all circumstances barring outright dismemberment. They can keep going, so do they “deserve” rest and/or pain relief?
  • after a lifetime of having their distress treated as whiny and unreasonable, they have what would be a dangerously high tolerance to pain and exhaustion.
  • another key function of the Science Facility is to fix the damage Character takes, maybe using enhanced healing technologies or 3D printed organs or something. this leads to Character’s body being treated as relatively disposable cause “we can just fix them”
  • extreme version of this: Character can’t die even if they wanted to
  • people who work with Character are informed that they’re dangerous and arbitrarily violent, and their fear of Character makes it easier to justify restricting autonomy
  • It is TRUE, cause Character does not have tools to set boundaries or protect their body other than violence. vicious cycle of being perceived as dangerous and therefore denied autonomy, and being forced to use violence to defend autonomy
  • the restraints used to hold Character look like major overkill, which underscores how dangerous they are. LOVE this trope
  • character being desexualized to the point that their non-consent to touch, to being stripped down and examined, or to procedures is trivialized. There is no non-clinical context for their body, and the “clinical” framework eclipses any possibility for bodily violation to be understood as violent.
  • types of uncanniness: Character looks human but has some subtle inhuman traits or characteristics. (I’m obsessed with reflective eye shine, personally.) OR Character looks like they’ve been taken apart and put back together, like flesh pulled over a much more unforgiving and indestructible metal scaffold. OR Character gives off “undead” vibes; they’re just not quite alive in a way that sets off air raid sirens in people’s brains
  • Often, Character is dead and Came Back Wrong (varying levels of literalness)

anyways yeah. i never stopped writing this trope and probably never will. it’s a good one



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